Sometimes i wish i wasnt me .. Tuesday, December 9, 2008 / 5:41 PM
right now, i feel shit. You know, maybe this is a part of life.. you have to handle shit to get shit? or whatever. I'm sick of it or maybe it was just that i deserved it. Im in a position right now that i don't know who to talk to, or who to even trust. It isnt easy being what you dont like being.
Well its the 3rd day of holidays for me, and i have used it time with my boyfriend. My parents are strict and all and to get pass them i would have to .. say sneek out? well stuff happened and i think im in a bad position, which may cause that i will be grounded for the whole summmmer ! i knoww ):
maybe they were things i shouldnt have said to people, or to people about some other people..
maybe things were out of hands and i just had to let it out
maybeee ..
maybe things were just needed to be where they are and i just have to cope with them.
or..
maybe i'm just being gay and i don't know what i'm talking about
I cant handle this..
i think i sound gayyyyyyyyy :)
anyways the thing is im just so angry
like ANGRYYYYYY / pissed !
x i feel so sad.