Wednesday, August 18, 2010 / 11:09 PM
Have you ever had that gut feeling where you can't sleepp. Your whole body feels like jelly and you can't keep your head straight. I can't breathe properly and nothing feels right. In a mess where I can't get out. I don't know what to do, and all you need is that someone to hold you and tell you everything is going to be okay. But it isn't my time to be held and to have a shoulder to cry on.
I don't want to lose you. Making it hard for you. If you chose the wrong road. I don't think i would want to look at you the same way. Talk to you the same and even feel the same. I know it is unfair but it's the truth. You will hurt me more than you could ever imgine. I will break to the ground hard and fast. Faster than you couild blink. I don't ever want to lose you in that way. Please, just for me.
Right now i feel 100times heavier. I feel like I don't want to leave no where but stay by your side. But hey, I've got no say it in no more do I? You really don't know how much you mean to me.