Holidays Monday, September 20, 2010 / 9:49 AM
Today is first day of holidays. Re-arranged my room and needs a bit of creation but I'll get there. I don't understand why my room get's so messy within a freakn DAY. Going gym today cause it's free!! lol Gonna tonne some fat. I hate it when people say I'm skinnny. I'm pretty insecure with my body as a matter of fact. Espeically these days when I eat like a COW! Should shape up for summer! Need to buy a pair of runners aswell. Always going to gym with chucks. Also going yfc camp this week! I'm trying not to buy new clothes for that event, since it's just camp. And it's not a 'fashion show' as my mum likes to call it. Gonna try and mix and match some stuff. Totally getting new boots hopefully before melbourne show.
These days feels like it's a competition. I see it as jealousy. It's like we can't help but make eachother feel bad for doing something. I would always have to get back to him at something. We get on eachothers nerves so easily!! It's totally unhealthy. Have fights more everday. God why !