Pathetic Monday, October 25, 2010 / 11:46 PM
Can't seem to fall asleep. Can't seem to stop thinking about it. Why is it when when everything is going so well it all just comes crashing down. It hurts you know?! Fucken hell. I swear this won't be over. I am so mad. Fuck you man. You made me feel like some worthless peice of junk. Was I really that bad? I mean you would actually call someone else all that? Wow, now I really know how you get the girls. I hate it when guys they the exact thing to every other girl. You think your that speical until you see they treat every other girl the same way. That is just pathetic. What kind of friends flirt with eachother? And you can't even admit you had a THING. Fuck you man. It all sums up with EVERYTHING. Now I know ... It just all makes sense right now :) Wow! How can I be so dumb. Well if I were you, you should just give up on me before I give you more shit about it. You know I would go far with this, and hold it on until the end. I'm not gonna let this go. Even if you think it was just that small.